Yes, I know that it’s been two months since I’ve posted. I had to take a hiatus [again] because of some personal crises that have since been [mostly] resolved. The Lord has been at work in wonderful and mysterious ways, and although I never would have chosen to go down the path that He took me, my life has improved dramatically and I am grateful to Him for it. I actually wrote this post back in May, but did so on my Treo and simply haven’t thought to post it. If you’re really interested in some of what was going on, there are several posts on SI within the May - June timeframe that I really should substitute for blog posts.
In any case, I actually first heard the following poem/challenge when I attended one of the opening revival meetings as an NBBC Student. Kevin Brownfield was the guest evangelist [he's on staff now], and he read it to us at the conclusion of one of his messages; I found it to be so compelling that I actually purchased the cassette tape - yes, I am a dinosaur, I know - transcribed it, and kept it in various forms and places. My wonderful wife saw it posted in my old bedroom, and was kind enough to research it online, reproduce it on some nice paper, and hang it up in the bedroom for me to review every day. It has proven to be a real challenge - and, at times, an encouragement, so I’ve reproduced it here for you. It’s called the “Fellowship of the Unashamed”.
I am part of the Fellowship of the Unashamed. The die has been cast. The decision has been made. I have stepped over the line. I will not look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is secure. I am finished and done with low living, sight walking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals. I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I do not have to be right, first, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith, lean on His presence, love with patience, live by prayer, and labor with power. My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions are few, my Guide is reliable, and my mission is clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity. I will not give up, shut up, let up, or slow down until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, and spoken up for the cause of Christ. I am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me. And when He comes for His own, He will have no problem recognizing me, for my banner is clear.